blazer Helmut Lang / top ASOS / cuff and bracelet both Celine / jeans Zara / beanie Shopbop Basics
The weather has been so unbearably hot lately and it's really starting to get to me. The thought of leaving my air conditioned apartment to go anywhere makes me want to take a nap. On the up side, my apartment has never been more tidy.... Hello Lana Del Rey music videos playing all day!
“My feelings for you shame me into silence. The truth of this and your name will never be revealed. It is you who has made me realize the failure of my life. The thought of you fills me with longing and at the same time, a burning humiliation that produces scar tissue and dead brain cells. Your existence mocks me and I am unable to confront this. You have no idea of any of this. None of this is your fault. It is completely with me. It is you who makes me see what I really am. I am weak and out of touch with myself"
I guess I'm just having the mean reds...